Anonymous asked: What ever happened to you and topher? I think that was his name? Sorry not trying to be nosey. Just curious.
we broke up almost a year ago
natashaeatshotdogs asked: I just read your vent post and it sounds almost identical to what i was doing for awhile and basically exactly what this amazing book is talking about i recently picked up. this book helps with self love and dealing with anxiety. It's called Spirit Junkie by Gabrielle Bernstein. It has completely changed my life, i feel like you would really enjoy it as well :)
aw thank you! I will pick it up :)
Seem to be listening to every avenue, hmm. Dave has a lovely voice, oh and a lovely body..
Man Crush Monday? more like everydaaaaaaay. (Sorry I miss him and this helps me cope with the separation anxiety)
I need to vent —
I haven’t posted anything personal on my tumblr in ages, and I probably won’t again for another year, but I feel like this needs to be said .. because I have finally come to terms with it.
DO YOU. FUCK WHAT OTHERS THINK, AND DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY. There, I said it … For so long I listened to music that I thought was “cool” or dressed a certain way because that is what was “in”. And that is totally understandable for someone in there early 20’s, you are still awkward as fuck and don’t know shit about, well, shit. Any decision I have ever made in my life was affected by what someone else thought. Wether it be my parents, friends, coworkers, boyfriend, I never was truly happy because I never really did anything for MYSELF. I chose boyfriend’s by what I thought my parents would like, I shopped at certain stores and dressed a certain way for said boyfriends .. that is SO STUPID. I didn’t do things because my “friends” thought it was dumb, or didn’t speak my mind in fear of losing friends. But that is what friends are for, to be there for you and support you no matter what .. so if you want to do something and they don’t want to support you, then that is not real friendship. I can disagree with a friend all I want, but at the end of the day it is THEIR life and I can choose to support them, or part ways.
I am finally making my own life choices, choices that make me so happy it is ridiculous. It is a scary thing, doing something you know is going to get a lot of negative attention, but fuck the negativity! If you are happy and it isn’t hurting anyone or you, do it. The people that don’t get it or don’t want to take the time to get it, can keep on doing whatever they are doing. Life is way too short to care so much about what others think, and I’m upset it took me this long, but I am happy and I am excited and it’s great! You are allowed to make your own mistakes, and of course you can respect the opinion of others, but never base your life on those opinions.
Sorry this was a weird post after being quiet for so long .. Happy Holidays! Later dudes.
I followed my heart, & couldn’t be happier about it. #sohappy #sosappy