January 2009
tesser:
yup. almost to that point. about to break. want a break. NEED a break.
i just want to crawl into my bed and sleep until may.
thats what im going to do until august … but ill come out of my bed in may to turn 22 then ill go back.
frustrated
smachel:
There’s too much up in the air right now and it’s overwhelming. I don’t have the money or time to pick up and find somewhere new. You save up for something like that. I can’t lose money. This is just one more thing I didn’t need at this time. It’s frustrating. The thing is.. I can’t be stressed or frustrated right now. Its not healthy :(
Why don’t you call when you’re supposed to?!?!...
michigan or california .. oy
so it’s either michigan or figure out some way to stay in LA. if i lived in michigan i would have more money to spend, i could take tess out on dates and i would never be lonely cause i would have my best friend right there next to me. i would have someone to wake up in the middle of the night when im crying hysterically. i cry hysterically here and no one is there, just the one person who...
i cant sleep. this is the hardest shit ive ever had to go through. i hate love im never doing it again ever. i just want to get on a plane to hawaii and live in a hut on the beach forever. and i hate the beach
we’re stronger than before the strain had broken us
and there is fight in us, I know
that it will take more than a heavy rain to silence us
when there’s so much for us, I know
maid..
i really should just be a maid as my profession. im really amazing at cleaning, my apartment looks great. i even cleaned sara’s bathroom. i havent gotten to my room yet .. but i think coby should help out with that AHEM AHEM.
i am in such a good mood today. i got up at 4:30 in the morning to go into work. we did inventory and there were NO complaints with my section and im pretty stoked on...
09?
i never even thought of a new years resolution. i guess it’s because every time i would make one i would forget about it and never do it so whats the use? well this year i came up with one main one .. and a bunch of other little ones.
MY MAIN RESOLUTION : TO BE LESS UPTIGHT.
i know this is weird, because people think im fun and “crazy” or whatever. but that is not the...
