February 2009
ok im going to get a lot of shit for wanting to do this .. especially since i really dont like warped tour. so let me explain before you all start hatin’ on me.
I am currently in the process of writing music and forming a band with sierra. we are seriously about this, we are putting everything we have into it and its not something were just fooling around with. we both know it takes time money and a lot of effort but are more than willing to do this. sierra has gotten a job on warped tour and we both think its a good idea for me to go as well to help promote our band. it would kind of suck for her to do it all alone while im stuck folding shirts and hating my life at urban outfitters. we could write/record during the summer too. so before telling me its a bad idea and how retarded i am, i already know this and my good friends know i would not be trying to go on this tour if it wasnt for something i really am putting my life into. and they also know im not trying to go on this tour because i want to hang around bands and be a total slut, im not a fucking idiot i know what im doing.
on that note, if you know of anyone that needs help let me know! thank you.
of tess’ day. my day? let’s see.
woke up at 1 because i couldnt escape my nightmare of being in a plane crash with anthony hopkins, drea, coby, and his new girlfriend. we were all okay though .. OMG! i just remembered a part of my dream. I dreamt that a bunch of my friends and i went to miami to stay in this bomb ass hotel. so i go up to the room first and there are wax figures of james franco as james dean spread out all over the room. i was really excited an went down to get everyone but when i went back up they were gone. BUM OUT!
anyways, the rest of my day will be ..
drink the rest of my redbull, shower forever because its been a good 4 days, drive to work to get my paycheck, drive to the bank and pick up some cranberry juice at ralphs, come back to the ghetto and attempt a half load of laundry. then happy endings for beer pong and flip cup night. i cant get as drunk at last time though since i have work tomorrow and lately my hangovers last a good 12 hours.
those commercials with the animals who need homes with sarah mcglocfuckinwhatever ARE SO NOT FAIR. if i was allowed to have pets in my apt that didnt cost my left arm to have i would have 10 dogs from shelters right now. so im sorry sarah mcglocfuckinwhatever, if i could i would take every puppy (lauren and rachel can have the kitties since i cant be near one) .. but sadly there are limitations to pet owning
still makes me sad though.
it really gets old when people try to act like they are “such good people” and do so much for others and are always putting others before them, when in all actuality .. they just think of themselves and there is always an interior motive.
i see it a lot in this town. dont worry it will come back and bite you in the ass, i see it happening.