July 2010
I love your hair. How did you get that bun thing in the picture you posted about the balloons getting in your way? Everytime I try to put my hair in a bun it looks absolutely ridiculous.
I just pull it back and thennnnnnn do like, a bun? i dunno haha. I try and make it as messy/big as possible.
how the fuck does this thing work?
it’s not that hard, retard.
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The Honda Civic Tour ......
Is taking my life partner away from me for 9 weeks. I’m happy she got the job & is going to be making mad dough but what the hell am I going to do without her :( It honestly feels like when Coby would leave for tour for months and I would have terrible anxiety attacks. Dammit elise!! take me with you…
I get home from work and immediately fall asleep because my body is going through the biggest tole it’s ever been taken through. Lauren made taco’s (fake meat, didn’t hate it) and we watched whip it. Thought I would fall right to sleep but no, the pain is so bad I can’t stop sweating and moving around in hopes it stops. I can’t sleep, nothing helps it. I just want it to be august, everything will be better in august.
No clue you were so into Brand New. Theyve been one of my favorite bands for like 7 or 8 years now. Which are your favorite songs? Ps. Have you ever seen them live? I'm dying to! Hope your summer is going really well (:
Duh, pop-punk is my life. My favorite is guernica, me vs. maradona vs. elvis, or millstone. I’ve seen them live 3 or 4 times? It sucks they aren’t touring anymore :(
Whats your dream job? And do you think you'll ever achieve it?
My dream job is to (as gay as this sounds) be a rockstar. Being able to show your talent/heart to the world is something i admire greatly. I really hope i can achieve it someday, slowly but surely learning guitar and singin a lot. My other dream job would be a stylist and or designer.
I been cheated on twice by mine& It feels like an open wound& I feel pathetic since its been over a year since it happened. Hes very emotionally/verbally abusive, but I havent been able to say goodby. Have you gotten over what happened and how? Thanks :)
Don’t feel pathetic, it is really hard to abandon something you love and are so comfortable with. I wouldn’t put up with the abuse though, no girl deserves that. I’m that girl who, if ANY guy ever treated me wrong, yelled at me for no reason, was a dick, I would call them out on it and make them feel bad for it because that is no way to treat a girl, especially if you love them. I know it is easier said than done, but I would try a break .. that way he can feel what it’s like to lose you and he will appreciate you more in the future. Just to even say goodbye out loud though is the HARDEST thing to do, you just want to take back the words and jump into their arms and hope it will be ok, but it wont unless you take action and be strong.
I have gotten over what happened, finally … took over a year haha but now it rarely ever erks me. I just feel bad for the girl because she is pathetic and didn’t gain shit from being a slut except an empty heart and a used body. I had to really work on it, not hang with him for a while, and really just let myself feel the pain. I hope that you can be strong and stand up for yourself because I am SURE you deserve it! I hope i helped and if you ever need anything else do not hesitate to ask ;) good luck sweetheart.
i just saw a photo of my grandma and my mom & they look so dorky but it made my heart literally turn and drop because i miss them so much .. i really hate living so far from my family :(
